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August 25 wake up late+sick 2day dunno y i finally have the mood of holiday, in holiday i sleep late wake up late, 2day wa wake up so late oo, cuz i am so tired of the night, night so tired but also wan go yam cha wi my father, OMG!!! my small brother eat so many, nvm, c he size also noe de la, haha, 2day little bit like sick jor, but not H1N1, head so pain, yesterday sleep very song, cuz i hv dream to she, haha, so song man, juz dream till we huge 2gether, haha, i am so stupid man, so stubborn, haha, but also got littler bit sick, so sad><, so tired lo, wan at house all the day, OMG!!! cannot tahan lo, but also nid la, so juz wait till die. nolah don say like tis la, juz wait for health lo. haha. August 24 Wake up early yesterday was a gud night sleep, 1st of all i get a answer tat i wait for a long tim, 2nd i am really tired at the day of waiting, but 2day i also wake up early, SHIT!!! my eyes juz like china panda, i m gonna be famous jor, haha, 2day i wake up early cuz i wan go to skool, haizz, wan 2hour to there by bus, so sienzz man, but also wan go, in house so bored, playing the computer, playing with some nubs,leaver, sienzzz, bored, and "diao", 4 days never saw she, miss she lo, haha, yesterday dream, didn't saw she><, pui, so wake up early, haha(stupid reason), suddenly chg to type eng at blog, got little bit funny but nice, can improve my eng, but i nid improve more my Chinese, for my dream to going taiwan, and study when i 19, my 18 UEC hope 1 top 10, no nid much, and get money^^, haha, holiday so sienzzz lo, 831 wan go out la, with frend, dunno she can/cant, very excited to wait for she answer, again of waiting, but tis tim waiting is very fun de, wanna go out jor, byebye my frend. wrote by X.M.Y August 23 sickness....... Dunno y i body is so hot so hot, my head is so pain so pain, dunno y i am still missing she missing she, dunno y i am still waiting waiting, y i wan wait for the sms, y?y?y? did i wanna still wait, pls gv me a answer, pls.... i think i become stupid n stupid, 2day i think i also no nid sleep long, cuz i wanna waiting the thing i am waiting, i m so stupid, "man", no nid sleep ma, every day to me is like a day of unhappy day, y i so trust she, she still nid bluff me, or she isn't, cuz i am to trust to she, i m so confused, did she using my trusting like a toys, or she didn't bluff me, it juz i think so many thing, i always think many of "bullshit", i nid a doctor, i am sick, not only high fever, and also thinking fever, and i nid a doctor of heart, 1st is my thinking, 2nd is the thinking make my heart broken and broken, juz like cinderella shoes, but it is a broken shoes, must find someone use glue to stick it bak, i dunno who is he/she, but i juz noe i nid to wait, wait wait wait, lousy word, WTF!!! wer r before de me, i juz like lost at the jungle, wer is before the stupid funny chu yan, wer?wer?wer? it was a hard work to find bak de me, or it was a chance is the girl hu i luv accept me, but it was very very hard, if she accept, i also sad, cuz i think she was juz kesan me nia, FUCK!!! y i nid think like tis, i really go find a doctor, i really nid find a doctor, got a little mind i wanna go to die, but i nvr cuz it will make my family sad, i juz noe to cry in my pillow and huge my brother pig, i wan go buy a toy juz like my brother, it was fun, my i angry i cna punch it, yo~~~~~~~~~ i become sickness and sickness, i really wan to say to she, I LOVE U wrote by X.M.Y waiting........ yesterday i have been scolded by my father, i felt my heart was broken, not becuz of my father scolded, is my father speech, he didn't noe wat i am studying, he always say about the bad thing about me, tat day i fell so sadness, so i sms to a person who i trust, i wan talk to she, but she say she was in a bz, so she call me wait, i am 2 stupid, i keep waiting and waiting, from 8p.m-4a.m, i juz siting in front of the tv and doing my project, i am juz waiting, but it is juz a dream, all i waiting is a waste, i noe this, but i also keep waiting, i do my project till 2a.m, cuz my family was sleep, i don wanna to wake them up by the hammer knocking sound, i felt so down, my heart was broken and broken, y she bluff me y?y?y? nvm, is all my fault, 1st i broke my promise, 2nd is not she wrong, 3th she has her life and i have my so i am broke her life, i felt sry to she, sry, sry, and sry, i dunno noe wat say juz sry nia, i am a stupid people, i juz noe keeping say sry, and i cant tell she how i luv she, i am a "bullshit", a people who never have ......l.o.v.e......., tats all, 2day i juz sleep about 2 hours, i 4 sleep, 5.45 wake, and 6 sleep, 7 wake up, i cant sleep anymore, i juz keep waiting nia, but it is sp tired, so useless, but also waiting, waiting for something i am waiting. wrote by X.M.Y August 22 假期无聊~ haizz~ 十天假期~ 他妈的~ 够长~ 感觉就是浪时间~ 今天赶做报告~ 因为不漂亮重做~ 妈的~ 做到有够“靠被”~ 一直做不好有钉到自己的手~ 喷血~ 可是一做完一部分~ 成就感出来了~ 爽到~ 下午3点跟维进吃MCD~ 走路去，维进有点不高兴~ 不过过后就很高兴了~ 哈哈~ 4点走路回家~~~ 谈谈下谈到大假期~~ 做工咯~~~ 去包汤匙~~~ 还在等待他的回复~~~ 有点期待~~~ 废到~~~ 昨天看戏~~ 天平座很爱美~~ 有么？？？ 还好咯~~~（自我安慰） 超爱美的我尤其上到高一~~~ 废到~~~ 考试派完了~~~ 妈的~~~ 国文27分~~~ 最高37分~~~ X-power怎样改的~~~ 答案完全要跟书~~~ 你老被~~~ 物理过漂亮perfect 10哦~~~ 最高20分~~~ 是将了拉~~~ haizzz, 假期还有9天~~~ 看不到她~~~ 心超想她~ 很想她~ 很想见她咯~~~ 很想打电话给她~~~ 9月8号电子展~~~ 超期待的~~~ 要快点赶完我的报告~ 很希望她回来看~~~ 我会超high的~~~ 还欠车~ 等待伟建大哥买来~~~ 吉他谱借了人不能弹了~~~ 只能一直练skill~~ 为了可以玩卡农~~~ 拼了老命练skill~~~ 手够痛咯~~~ 期待星期一回校~~~ 有人会复印整本周杰伦的吉他谱给我~~~ 假期慢慢练~~~ 哟~~~ 怎么要有假期~~~ 一时很喜欢一时不喜欢~~~ 尤其是喜欢上一个人~~~ 变得超不喜欢假期~~~ 很想她的咯~~~ 真的会超想她的咯~~~ 祝大家“假期无聊” 哈哈~~~ August 18 考完试了。。。 超high的~~~ 终于考完试了~~~ 今天派三张~ 三张都很漂亮~ 一个6~ 两个7~ 瓦老伟建好变态~ 基本电91.5~ 高我15分~ 我赢他的数位8分~ 爽阿~ 华文我们一样分~ 够傻海~ 可是这次的考试进步很多了~ 要请人吃饭~ 谁叫我讲鸟话咯~~~ 不过我请的开心~~ 今天high到很头痛哈哈~~~ August 12 拉近距离 考试已经两天了， 我与她都在努力当中， 虽然我没有什么心想读~ 可是还是要读啊~ 因为她不断的激励我要读~ 我也很乖的听了她的话~ 今天她去拿我给她的东西~ 她跟我讲很美叻！！！ 暗爽叻！！！ 哈哈~ 可是我觉得还好啦~ 天天跟她聊天好爽~ 可是觉得好像在烦她~ 有点不好意思~ 可是我且觉得我和她距离好想渐渐拉近了~ 可能是我想太多了~ 可能吧~ 所以还是要慢慢来啦~ 考试先~ 慢慢在想吧~ August 09 为她滴下了那滴眼泪 可能是无聊~ 想的东西很多狠多~ 不知为什么眼泪就流下了~ 虽然只是那一千零一滴~ 可是就是不知为何会流下了那滴~ 可是心真的很痛~ 那滴眼泪不知代表了什么~ 只可以说是心痛的眼泪~ 那滴眼泪有如冲洗了我的快乐~ 真的很伤心~ 不知如何形容~ 考试要到了~ 不要想太多了~ 可是还是有点困难~ 因为我太爱她了~ haizzz~~~~~ 无题 就不懂要写什么~ 可是又很想写~ 心情超吊的~ 时而上时而下~ 真的无法形容自我的心情~ 我虽然很爱着对方~ 可是且不能完完全全和对方在一起~ 可能最近太无聊想的东西也多了~ 就想到一些很难理解的东西~ 可是我又理解~ 超废的~ 考试要到了~ 可是没有心要读~ 想到很多另我觉得十分烦的东西~ 当我一读书就很多东西飞进脑里~ 弹吉他抒发情绪可是变得无效~ 超伤心，超没心情~ 有点想自杀~ 可是我不会做~ 因为是不孝子的所作所为~ 真的好累~ 好累。。。。。好累。。。。。好累。。。。。 August 08 迟睡的三天 连续三天迟睡了， 包括今天， 第一天星期四两点多才睡， 第二天星期五三点多才睡， 第三天星期六三点多才睡， 他妈的~ 天天将迟睡不用上课啊， 可以将讲咯！！！ 两天放假， 星期四是睡不着， 星期五我的姑姑当婆婆了， 星期六我的叔叔open house， 天天都有活动， 可是都很显的， 除了陪小孩子玩还是陪小孩子玩， 因为我太爱小孩子了~ 可是到了凌晨就显掉了~ 不过我要超感谢一个人~ 她就是我的宝贝~ 谢谢她在凌晨陪我~ 谢谢她在忙碌中陪我~ 谢谢她在陪我聊天~ 让我不觉得孤单~ 超感谢她的~ 可是我怕我会病倒， H1N1很够力， 吓死人， 哈哈 August 07 杂文：sms，想她之4，等等 开始与她都是利用华文~ 可是在昨天开始突然改成英文了~ 有点好笑~ 一向英文不好的我在sms的同时开始了很多笑剧~ 就如与她sms，她利用华文的时候一样~ 有点搞笑~ 所以我就换成以英文跟她sms~ 不但如此我发现到我的英文水平还不错叻（自我安慰）~ 就我的改变可以说因为她的存在也可以说不是~ 可是这样的变动同时吓到了好几位人士~ 住我家附近的那条~ 看不起我哦~ 吊~ 结果他用华文我用英文~ 只为证明我有料的~ 哈哈~ 结果还是输了~ 讲到一半我就开始rojak了~ 有国文，英文，华文~ 好下水>.< 放假两天要拼读书咯！ 可是又不想读~ 有点矛盾~ 脚拇指不懂被那个人诅咒 （冤家太多了）~ 某一处破了一个大深洞~ 有点恐怖~ 宝贝回校了~ 好高兴哦~ 可是还是在生病的关头~ 我尽然不懂她今天回来~ 好没用哦我~ 废材~ 真的很抱歉哦~ 好想她~ 已经4天没见到她了~ 超想她的~ 感觉上没有她的日子好想不能过~ 真的想终极三国里面的三句对白~ 神创造了水，使人不会渴死~ 神创造 了米，使人不会饿死~ 神创造 了爱情，使人变白痴~ 我真的变成白痴了~ 哈哈~ August 05 伤心 今天不知为何忽然很伤心， 可能是听到某一句话。。。 下午还好好的不懂怎么忽然就。。。 真的整个人好累好辛苦。。。 不知道太无聊。。。 想了一些不该想的东西。。。 想了一些多余的东西。。。 到底我是怎么？？？ 好累！！！ 我想是时候停止了！！！ 是否呢？？？ 真的要停止？？？ 想到这边。。。 眼泪不知为何掉了出来。。。 为何我会掉眼泪。。。 到底什么事情。。。 累啊。。。 August 03 中指受伤，想念她之3 超他妈的，吊（对不起本人过于粗暴）~ 中指在星期日搬东西时~ 无缘无故可能是睡不醒~ 被压到痛到妈妈都不认得~ 本来没事的今天无聊看见肿起来~ 结果无聊去拔~ 不小心动到水~ 喊到乱~ 哈哈~ 太夸张了~ 没可能拉！ 被人打倒才会拉~ 初三，三班停课~ 很多人发高烧~ 包括我家隔壁的朋友~ 超恐怖的~ 好才宝贝在初二不然我会心痛~ 宝贝要好好照顾身体~ 不要被感染~ 好想念她~ 今天没什么聊到天~ 不过不用紧啦~ 习惯了~ 因为宝贝最近都很累~ 所以尽量少找她~ 给她多一点休息的时间~ 宝贝多休息点哦~ 明天是ohgi的生日了~ 他完蛋了~ 哈哈~ 明天给他够够力~ 过后就请他吃饭啦 没有我的生日就完蛋了~ 哈哈~ August 02 想念她之2 今天没找她超想念她的。。。 不过我不敢sms她~ 因为我知道昨天她通宵~ 今天会很累所以不要烦她~ 心痛~ 可是她是和朋友出去玩~ 所以没关系啦~ 昨天我守不料承诺~ 对不起,宝贝~ 本来答应她要陪她到早上~ 哪里知道我4点多就睡着了~ 有点愧疚~ 很伤心~ 对不起，宝贝~ August 01 想念着她 好久没写部落格了~ 真的很久~ 因为每东西写~ 哈哈~ 升到高一了，还是很幼稚咯！！！ 不过不小心喜欢上了一个女孩~ 她很可爱，有点傻可是人很好~ 不懂怎么会喜欢她~ 可能是彼此之间能谈得很好吧~ 前一个星期和她聊了很久~ 发现我真的很想和她聊天~ 发现我的日子里不能失去她~ 可是她在高一就要去法国了~ 很心痛~ 痛到无法形容~ 可是我会跟珍惜与她在一起的日子~ 虽然彼此无法成为男女朋友~ 可是我会努力~ 昨天告诉她两三天才找她~ 觉得我很傻可是我希望我天天都在打扰她有点不好意思~ 虽然她不介意可是我还是坚持。。。 结果就是想念就是会呼吸的痛。。。 哈哈~ 今天有点暗爽是因为她忽然找我~ 有点炸到加高兴~ 感觉上我在她的心里有点地位~ 可是是我想的~ 哈哈~ 不过也很好啦~ 可是如果有一天有机会我会告诉她我爱你~ 可是我笨到告诉她我喜欢你~ 意思有点不一样可是算了吧~ 她知道我的心意就可以了~ 哈哈~ |
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